Oh wow, it's been 3 months since I've posted. Y'know, out of all my previous blogs, this has been my favourite? I think it's simpler, more reflective, and far less emo LOL.
Oh things have happened. I'm quite happy, for instance, that the "badminton club" has managed to stay pretty consistent at once a week to this date - it's a sort of release for my innate need to participate in sport competitively! I'm sorry, but when it comes to sport, I love winning hahaha! I've learnt to play within my limits after a string of injuries though, so at least I seldom bankai these days. Though I still kinda think people mistake my "gameface" for "rageface"! (N) Oh and I somehow managed to get my toe fractured and my thigh strained while playing at the Cage a few weeks ago - contrary to popular belief, I was not "aggro", as a certain Mr. Lun would imagine =P I was just defending resolutely against a bomb. It made me miss badminton for 2 weeks, but at least I can play now, without too much discomfort. Still looks a bit fatter than usual though! Maybe I should consider letting the ball in the next time.. NAH!
For ministry, things have entered a rather exciting phase I should say! Hope Conference is coming! Last year's conference was my first time playing bass at church level. It wasn't a smooth sailing experience, but it was a great learning experience all the same. This year, we're going to the Indoor Stadium for conference. It was always one of my dreams you know, to play at an arena venue for Hope? It's happened far sooner than I could possibly imagine! Though I have to say deep down, I'm a touch apprehensive. Some of the songs're difficult and while I don't experience stage fright while playing for Youth, I think I do for combined events - a good time for God to show Himself in a big way then! I really love my current job for God. I was talking over MSN to buff that day when he mentioned signing on (not SAF, Heaven's no!). It struck me then that if it were even possible, it would be something that I'd really love love love to do. Maybe I'd have to give up some things, but wouldn't it bring me a definitive step closer to music missions? But I don't want to think about it too much. Dreams are dreams and callings are callings. What say you God?
On a more personal level, I realise I really like and enjoy my lg now! Maybe I've my blinkers on, but I do really think that everyone rubs along pretty comfy with one another? The newer additions are fun and um.. much younger? I suppose you could say they add dynamism and fun to us, interesting though we may already be as individuals, while people like me mostly watch haha!
With regard to school and work. Well. I'm simply unsure. The last thing is the 100 hour attachment, after which I graduate and.. apply for an entry level masters in physiotherapy at all the Aussie unis that offer it. And if I'm not accepted, then it's work time, and with my current degree, I'm so scared of that really, especially in Singapore lol! And 'sides, with regard to the music ministry, it's all happening here (see "ministry" section above HAHA). But I accept that this is something I really really don't have control over. So I guess I've just got to sit tight and go along for the ride!
Oh how I ramble on. Again. I wanted to update something else actually, but looking at the time, I'll save it. Mahjong with my lg people tomorrow! And I certainly do eagerly anticipate it! ^^ Adieu!
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